Don't stop believin'....

Ok... so I am really really really trying to remember God's words to me over the last few weeks through my Christian literature, Bible readings, and devotions. I am saying my power verses over and over.

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."Jeremiah 29:11

Don't stop believin'...

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will fulfill the desires of your Heart. Psalm 37:4

Don't stop believin'....

Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Philippians 4:6


Don't stop believin'...
 
Ok, so you are probably wondering what in the WORLD I am talking about. BUT, as open as I am on the blog, I am not sure I can actually say it.
 
But I don't want you to be disappointed or discouraged. I will eventually share the whole thing. Think of what I am going to share now as the Prologue to a hopefully wonderful story. Of love. Of Whitney's future. Of whatever you want to think the story will be... because your guess is as good as mine.
 
I will say I am trustin' in the Lord on this one. I am believin'.
 
Believin' that is a reason for what happened, for why a person came into my life and made me go... WOW! WOW! WOW! On the same day I was praying for Joey. Praying, praying, praying.
 
Girls I really do believe God has someone for me. Someone wonderful who will meet my every crazy criteria. Because you all know I can't date just anyone. They have to have "the one" potential. You know my list. You've all heard it before. And in the last few weeks as I have been drawing closer to Jesus my list has been tweaked a little bit.
 
Joey met all the criteria except the tweaked part. But I thought I could change that. Anyways, I will go ahead.
 
The man I want to marry will look something like this:
-Tall
-Dark hair, dark eyes, dark skin (what I used to say but I let this one fall because I thought that may just be a little too picky descriptive... For instance, the only person I thought I could live happily ever after with, Joey, has blue eyes, but still dark hair/skin) 
-Left handed (because you know I love lefties... I am one and I think we are extra  special (But I realized this too may be a little much)
-LOVES his family and very CLOSE to his family. With a great mother and father influence present in his life. I want my husband to have the stability that I didn't have in family so we don't both bring that issue to the relationship.
-LOVES the Georgia Bulldogs (even though a little SEC rivalry wouldn't be too bad either... as long as it is NOT Tennessee or Flordia)
-Will be a wonderful father- loves kid, will play with them, spend time with them, teach them sports, how to treat women, etc... (because for some reason I think I'm going to have boys)
-Will LOVE me forever... think I am BEAUTIFUL forever... be together FOREVER (most important one on the list... because I know when I meet HIM. I will love him forever...)
-LOVES Jesus and has a personal relationship with him. (This was the tweaked part, because when I was living in sin.. this didn't exactly matter, NOW it REALLY REALLY matters. NOW this is the deal breaker if not present.
 
 
So... basically I met someone that meets ALL of the above... except the whole loves me forever one.. because how could he... we just practically met... got to know each other.... for a little bit. Anyways, this is my issue... I am so used to things NOT working out that I don't want to talk or Pray about it... BUT then again, I do... because it would be so absolutely amazing if this is the guy God made for me. For 100 reasons other than my list. So hopefully one day I can tell you all why. And who. Until then....
 
I'm going to keep prayin'...
 
And...
 
Don't stop believin'